Maha Shivratri-Revisting Kashmiri Ritual Variants By Upender Ambardar
Friday, February 19, 2010 Posted by VD at 7:59 AM 0 commentsHerat Mubarak
Posted by VD at 7:38 AM 0 commentsLord Shiva along with Aadishakti, Mata Parvati will descend from Kailash Parbat , their Eternal Abode to be our Guests in our homes for three days & to impress upon us the Truth hinted in the Vedic Mahavakay:" Tat Tavam Asi......Thou art That".
Please have a view of their abode(appended below or in the attachment) & remain bles
sed.

Here is an English translation of one of the most famous Hymns composed by Adi Shankarachariyaji....{in our Janthries(Koshur Calender) you will find this hymn marked "Shivoham Shivoham"}.This is a very profound announcement made by Great Shankarachariya about our Real Nature as well:those who commit this hymn to memory & recite it are really the Blessed ones. Shiva in the hymn has to be understood as Brahman of
Vedant doctrine or Param Shiv of Kashmir Shaivism :
Om, I am neither the mind, intelligence, ego, nor ‘chitta,’ Nor the senses of smell and sight, neither ether, nor air, I am Eternal Bliss and Awareness. I am Shiva! I am Shiva!
I am neither the ‘prana,’ nor the five vital breaths, Neither the seven elements of the body, nor its five sheaths, Nor hands, nor feet, nor tongue, nor other organs of action. I am Eternal Bliss and Awareness. I am Shiva! I am Shiva!
Neither fear, greed, nor delusion, loathing, nor liking have I, Nothing of pride, of ego, of 'dharma' or Liberation, Neither desire of the mind, nor objects for its desiring. I am Eternal Bliss and Awareness. I am Shiva! I am Shiva!
Nothing of pleasure and pain, of virtue and vice, do I know, Of mantra, of sacred place, of Vedas or Sacrifice, Neither I am the eater, the food or the act of eating. I am Eternal Bliss and Awareness. I am Shiva! I am Shiva!
Death or fear, I have none, nor any distinction of 'caste,' Neither father, nor mother, nor even a birth, have I, Neither friend, nor comrade, neither disciple, nor guru. I am Eternal Bliss and Awareness. I am Shiva! I am Shiva!
I have no form or fancy, the All Pervading am I, Everywhere I exist, and yet I am beyond the senses, Neither salvation am I, nor anything to be known. I am Eternal Bliss and Awareness. I am Shiva! I am Shiva!
Magnificient view of Parikrama Route(Circumambulation).The Parikrama takes 3 days for a journey of 30 miles.The mount is the Linga & the path of Parikrama is the Yoni....& this picture depicts the Shiva -shakti Principle in complete unison...inseprable.... & yet can be worshiped separately as Shiva & Gauri.
The Mount Kailash (22028 ft above msl).
Magnificient view of Parikrama Route(Circumambulation).The Parikrama takes 3 days for a journey of 30 miles.The mount is the Linga & the path of Parikrama is the Yoni....& this picture depicts the Shiva -shakti Principle in complete unison...inseprable.... & yet can be worshiped separately as Shiva & Gauri.
A History of Kashmiri Literatureby Trilokinath RainaSahitya Akademi, 2002
Posted by VD at 7:34 AM 0 commentsRupa Bhaawani is the second well‑known mystic poetess of Kashmir. She was born to 1625 (some say 1621) and died in 1721. This yogini with a mastery of Sanskrit, Persian and Hindustani was well‑versed in Vedanta, Upanishads and Shaivism, and was adored for her saintliness and sayings by Hindus and Muslims alike, so much so that when she died the Hindus wanted to cremate her while the Muslims insisted on a proper burial, like what happened when Kabir died.
Coming from a Kashmiri Pandit family at Nawakadal, Srinagar, she suffered the agony of an early marriage like Lal Ded. Her father, Madhav Joe Dhar proved to be her spiritual mentor in that period of spiritual anguish as Sidh Shrikanth was for Lal Ded. He introduced her to a Muslim fakir called Sayyed Kamal. Eventually she decided to leave home and meditated for 12 years at Chashma Sahibi, after which during her sojourn over the valley she spent many years at Manigam, Laar and Vaaskur. She rose to great spiritual heights. The Dhars called her the spiritual head of the group and she was known as Alkeshwari (Divinity of the Lock of Hair) for she wore her long hair unkempt and Alak Ishwari (Incarnation of the Invisible). Her death anniversary in mid‑winter is celebrated every year (7th of the dark fortnight of Magh).
Her vaakh have come to us to the usual oral tradition. No authentic collection is available with commentaries like Grierson, Barnett and Temple's on the Lal vaakh. A manuscript in the Sharada script about 200 years old, which was with Ram Chand Dhar, former librarian of the Research Department, is now with the Alkeshwari Trust. As Kachru says, " The recent collection of her sayings in Hindi, entitled Shri Rupabhauani Rahaysopadesha (the
mystery of the spiritual teachings of the divine Rupa) is the most detailed text available. It provides the lexical meanings and commentaries on the vaakhs with the divided into four parts. viz, salvation. knowledge, ecstacy of self‑realization and divine happiness. The vaakh are not identical in structure; they vary from three to seven lines, the last line being the refrain."
Her vaakh are difficult to understand for various reasons:
They present an esoteric mystical experience.
Their language is at many places completely Sanskritized, thus not intelligible to the layman.
The imagery and diction is not as effective as in Lal Ded.
To quote Prem Nath Bazaz (Daughters of Vitasta) “The language is archaic; there are double and occasionally more meanings to what she said. The expressions are obscure, unintelligible, mystical and esoteric. The devotees, afraid to incur the saint's displeasure, refuse to explain the sacred secrets: probably they themselves know precious little of what they recite or contemplate in blind admiration."
Her vaakh reveal the influence of both Kashmir Shaivism and Islamic Sufism; and explain the mystic symbolism of her yogic practices. According to her, non-attachment and dissolution of 'self’ or ego are the essentials of realization:
Selflessness is the sign of the Selfless;
Bow down at the door of the Selfless.
The selfless are the highest authority -
The kings of the time and wearers of the crest and crown..
As a tailpiece, an example of her profundity combined with ready wit is provided by her conversation with Shah Sadiq Qalandar:
He: Come to me (i.e. become a Muslim) and your rwoph (silver) will become gold.
She: Come to me (i.e. become a Hindu) and you will become mwokhta (pearl)
Mark the puns: rwoph is her name: It also means 'silver', mwokhta means both 'pearl' and 'salvation'.
This photograph brought torrents of memories of Kashmir to my mind. The lady Musalmanian, in this picture is setting her shop on the shores of Dal Lake:

The Nadur is symbolically as significant to us as is the Chicken to the Punjabi Tandoori cuisine. Nadier Yekhin, Nadier Palak, Nadier Vaustahak, Nadier Gaddah,Choak Nadier & the most famous Nadier Muenji & The Nadier Churmah. After Dumaloo, nadier churmah was always in great demand by baraties in a khander saal. It was also a less messy thing to distribute & any one of the severing brigade in a khander saal (old style in a sitting position) would seize the first opportunity to handle its distribution as it offered opportunity to put a few pieces in the mouth stealthily without anybody noticing. Sometimes however the crunching noise will give the game away!
I remember two profound thoughts composed by poets of the yore, associated with Nadur,a brittle stuff in its mature form, that is retrieved by hanjies from the Dal and Anchar lakes.The fare from Anchar lake was considered of lower quality than from the Dal. The famous bhakti kavi Swarg. Krishnajuv Razdan Sahib(1850-1926)),put the verse this way in one of his very famous poems which he is believed to have written extempore during a Dal-Saer by a dunga. These are the opening lines:
Sara Kor Samasar, Na-durui Drav
Dal Mo Hoshi, Chetki Pamposh Tschaw
After great evaluation & discrimination using faculties of mind & intellect, we found that the physical universe as it has been created, is not at all durable & everlasting ..……’Na’ means ‘not’ & ‘Dur’ meaning ‘strong & durable’. “Na” & “dur” together meaning lotus root which comes from Sar(a water body) and “Sara karun” means evaluation & assessment. Do not get distracted & lose your senses (Dal Mo Hoshi), but admire & remain entranced by the lotus like bloom of your Consciousness. Symbolically, it suggests that the samsara offers beautiful & irresistible attractions & pleasures like Dal lake offering Nadur a delicious padarath…. but these are impermanent. Enjoying worldly pleasures will certainly deflect our attention from the main aim of seeking Parmanand because world can only offer opportunities of just securing anand. The poet has beautifully used the pun on the words by bringing Dal ,Pamposh, Nadur & Sar together in the poem.
The other verse or vak that again uses the pun on the words very beautifully is as follows. Its author is not known to me:
Aanchari Bichari vichaar vonun, Nadur chiv the hey-yew ma
Teebooz trukev tim laig vanani, Na-Dour chuh the hey-yew meh
The lady hailing from Anchar Lake (Anchari),innocent,not endowed with wisdom(Bichari) is hawking around Nadur. While she implores you to purchase (hey-yew ma), she unknowingly is also making a profound statement (vichaar vanun) about the temporariness (Na Dur) of the world. The subtle meaning was easily appreciated & picked up by the wise,Trika Shaivites (trukev booz) who preached impermanence of the physical world &,therefore, advocated that one should not get attracted towards its physical charms(hey-yew meh i.e. do not purchase even though unlimited kinds of pleasure are available in the world because these will bind one to the world & hence, there is no salvation).
{Note: I have tried to recollect the actual phrases or the words of this Vak, as accurately as I could. I am not very sure if it is really this way. In Melbourne where I presently live, no one is available to help me out? Could anybody help, please? But I cannot restrain my thought process when it comes to anything to do with Kashmir or any aspect of life or living in Kashmiri.}
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ZUV CHUM BRAMAAN GARAH GACHA HA
Nice Dilbert's one liners...
Posted by VD at 7:00 AM 0 comments2. A friend in need is a pest indeed.
3. Marriage is one of the chief causes of divorce.
4. Work is fine if it doesn't take too much of your time.
5. When everything comes in your way you're in the wrong lane.
6. The light at the end of the tunne may be an oncoming train..
7. Born free, taxed to death.
8. Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have film..
9. Life is unsure; always eat your dessert first.
10. Smile, it makes people wonder what you are thinking.
11. If you keep your feet firmly on the ground, you'll have trouble putting on your pants.
12. It's not hard to meet expenses, they are everywhere.
13.. I love being a writer... what I can't stand is the paperwork.
14. A printer consists of 3 main parts: the case, the jammed paper tray and the blinking red light.
15. The guy who invented the first wheel was an idiot. The guy who invented the other three, he was the genius.
16. The trouble with being punctual is that no one is there to appreciate it.
17. In a country of free speech, why are there phone bills?
18. If you cannot change your mind, are you sure you have one?
19. Beat the 5 O'clock rush, leave work at noon!
20. If you can't convince them, confuse them.
21. It's not the fall that kills you. It's the sudden stop at the end.
22. I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder!
23. Hot glass looks same as cold glass. - Cunino's Law of Burnt Fingers
24. The cigarette does the smoking, you are just the sucker.
25. Someday is not a day of the week
26. Whenever I find the key to success, someone changes the lock.
27. To Err is human, to forgive is not a Company policy.
28. The road to success.... Is always under construction.
29. Alcohol doesn't solve any problems, but if you think again, neither does Milk.
30. In order to get a Loan, you first need to prove that you don't need it.
And my favourite ...
31. All the desirable things in life are either illegal, expensive, fattening or married to someone else.
What the mind can conceive and believe, the mind can achieve
Posted by VD at 6:55 AM 0 commentsYesterday i ran Airtel Delhi Half marathon ( 21 KM ), and thought to share some of the experience with you. After enrolling for this, 21 km seems to be a mammoth task and especially running it in a stipulated time window of 3 hrs seems even more challenging. We assembled at about 6:30 am and race started at 7:35 am, believe me it was a altogether a different and great experience. The first thing i learned from this "There is hell lot of difference between participating in and event (activity) and being a spectator"
· "You will not know the real difference unless and until you get into things"
Then we started running, first 3 Km was an easy ride i steadily and without burning so much of energy passed 5KM mark and that was really satisfying. "Start and activity without worrying too much about final output"
· "Well begun is half done"
Kept on running, till i reached 11 KM mark, this was something fulfilling beyond words. But this quickly reminded me of next 10KM. "Most people fell Half way, don't let your efforts go waste" Tempo was up for Next 3 KM in an anticipation of success, so 13KM was there to be conquered. " Sometimes taste of success make you run a mile extra" The life after 13KM was a real challenge, walking was getting difficult forget about running. " The key Mantra was to keep hanging"
· "Run hard when it is harder to run"
Now every KM was an uphill task, and i was on a verge of breakdown. Now you start looking at your running mates and see them stretching beyond limits. `"Stretch beyond your limits, this is what separates you from the rest"
· "Anything that doesn't kill you will make you stronger"
Finally i could see 18 KM mark, all drained and practically no juice left. Than suddenly a large crowd of Delhi Run (7KM) joined in, and suddenly got refilled with so much of extra energy, that started running as if i just started the race. "Being in a company of self motivated and common goal oriented people help you reach your objective faster."
· " Be in a company of common goal oriented people"
And finally i could see the 21 KM mark, oh man such a relief. You can't imagine the taste of success unless you actually taste it.
· "All is well that ends well"
The main conclusion that i draw from this event is. "We unnecessarily put constraints and limitations to our goals and objective, practically speaking there is nothing that can actually stop you from doing anything other than your mind."
" What the mind can conceive and believe, the mind can achieve "